save thy money or marry it, give it everything! it's money dude!

assalamualaikum.

i love that picture. it's not a good picture when my little brother, a 7-year-old snapped it but thank god, there's photoshop and with a couple of clicks and crops, viola! you're done! i love that picture because i kinda look like an artist (which i am not at all absolutely. i'm just good at pretending i guess.) and, i look quite innocent. not that i am evil or anything, i just look naive and innocent. i love that kind of look whenever i saw a girl or women on the street. i don't know that i have it in me. the innocentness (is that a word?).

so, my point is, i got no idea, i am having writer's block, i don't have money. matter of fact, i only have rm 2 in my wallet right now. i am in a major banrupcity. i can't afford to shop nor buy any shawl in this kind of time. i hate it! yesterday, i became my mom's personal shopper and she bought at least 3 clothes. and today, i am my aunts' personal shopper and she bought hell loads of thing. i saw this one shawl, amethyst in color and i am oh so attracted to it. it costs ten times the money i have in my wallet. so i wept and cried and brawled and tried to trick my aunts into buying me one. unfortunately, no one fell into my trap. gosh.

i came up with a song though. that's a silver lining i guess. in a no money condition. LOL. whatever i guess. money tops anything. i need money. if i can marry something i'd marry money for sure. then i can divorce it and trade it for a huge wardrobe full of pashminas and shawls.

save thy money. that's my line for today.

coretan.entah.apa-apa.

jazmin.

pengakuan: heh, i really do want that shawl. can anyone lend me an eighteen ringgit? think it as my belated birthday present. gahh! i want that shawl real bad!

ps: i want! i want! i want! please. *muka simpati gila babeng* please.