i've always wanted to be researcher. you know, to discover something or maybe uncover. there are differences you know. i know i wanted to be a writer and to be a writer you have to have stuffs to write about, and from there i came out the desire of researching.
some people are interested in cats, fishes, ships, battles, swords, ninja, or motherfucking bastards who gotten out of jail somehow. there are people who had done researches on these stuffs.
and if i (InsyaAllah) will ever be researcher, i would want to write about music. how certain music can fulfill you. you know, music does not only come from the instrument, it comes from the voice and according to nowadays music, they are basically resemble a lot to shits or crap or whatever in between. and voices does not always have to sing about love songs or rock songs or blues, they can also be people who recites the Quran oh so beautifully, one that can make your tears flood your heart and give that overwhelming feeling you can't bear. heart wrenching, and pure genius kind of voice. that is music too.
so, music and writing. couldn't get any better. i know that will starve to death, but hey, without passion, work is just work. nothing will ever come out of it. satisfaction zero.
wait for me. just you wait.
jazmin
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