after a number of test that i had done recently, i am clinically proven as a dyslexic. i am not surprised actually. i mean, this dyslexia thing really clear some things out.
1. the reason why i have a hard time to differentiate between left and right. (that is one of the main symptom of dyslexia)
2. having a hard time to concentrate.
3. short of attention
4. slow. i mean, the way my mind process is real slow.
5. easily confused by simple things
6. hyper, easily distracted and daydreaming
7. having a hard to time to read or pronounce or spell certain words even though i had spelled it countless of time.
8. the sensation of moving even when i am sitting still.
and a lot more. i cant really list them all. only the obvious ones. so, this explains hell of a lot. until now, it takes me about 5-10 seconds in average for me to determine which way is my left and which way is right.
i also remembered the time when i was a kid, my mother was pretty angry at me for not being able to spell GRANDMOTHER orally though i can write it on the paper just fine. my confusion when the words all jumbled up on the pages, dancing around, teasing me. the reason why i cant read in a moving place.
maybe my dyslexia is not that serious because i can still read fluently but i still find it hard to say some words out loud.
after finishing school, i had finally knew that i have dyslexia. how irony. hahaha.
J
confession: this is not an excuse for me being stupid in my studies but yeah, maybe it is. hohohohoho. but what the hell. dyslexia cant stop me.
ps: but i failed my Ujian Undang-undang because of my dyslexia. hahaha.
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