you see, i am not in a very good state lately. it is kind of hard. i feel like a fucking brat. yelah, apahal aku nak rasa macam ni when there are hell lot of other people deserve to be sad, to be in agony and i am not one of them.
but,
i cant help it. lately at night, when everybody closes their eyes and drift into separate dreams, i find myself in a mixed feelings kind of situation. and i would be crying and bawling like a child. i would hug myself and rock myself back and forth repeating the sentence 'i hate you' and by you i meant me.
i am not so great. i dont know. depression or other kind of shits. i dont care. i just want it to be over.
J
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