i hate myself with long hair. i look like a fucking, i don't know, a fucking hypocrite. i hate looking at the mirror and see myself draped by this long black filthy hair. it ran on my eyes, swaying on my back, lightly touching my neck.
fuck that shit. i hate long hair. despise.
as a matter of fact, i felt disgusting with long hair. i know it does not sound appropriate for girl to say this but, yeah, i hate long hair.
so, this morning, i tied my hair into a ponytail and cut it. yep. after that, i went to a hair saloon and asked her to cut my hair short.
'you mean boy-cut ke?'
'yep. i wish i can go for mohawk. tapi mak tak bagi. or bald. mak still tak bagi.'
'ehh, ini rambut you potong sendiri ke tadi?' sambil belek2 rambut aku.
'yep. tak tahan woo..'
'you perempuan comellah, belalah rambut panjang sikit. baru lagi comel.' ambil gunting dan membega rambut aku.
'i have my reasons.' aku bisik.
i have my reason, and that reason is going to haunt me forever.
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