one step closer to nothing.

she likes to pretend.

like she's not breathing.

just for a while she'll pretend.

that she's on her way of dying.

believe it or not.

this is what she thought.

she thought if she close her nose and not breathe.

she'll die like she always wanted to be.

but yeah. she got it wrong.

when she wake up she's still in her room.

breathing like she always did.

fighting to hold back what she's feeling.

she likes to pretend.

like she's flying.

in a world that never exist.

so that she can be free.

so, she stands outside her window.

willing to feel the wind blow.

then she shouted to the world.

'i'm going to fly, just you see!'

yup, she spread her arms free.

then take another step towards nothing.

pretending that she'll be flying.

but god no, she's just on the verge of dying.

yes. once again, she got it wrong.

now her body laid on the ground.

her blood spilled over the pretty face.

god, what a waste.

so there.

she finally gets what she wants all along.

ps: i dont know. it's just one of those moments

you just wish you were never even born. hell.

i know it's wrong. i was just wondering. i am al-

lowed to wonder anyways.

pps: God.

coreten.yang.bodoh.

Jaz