the end.
are you familiar with this feeling? there's this scratching pain that is scorching on your heart. there's suddenly an unfamiliar touch of tears lingering on the corner of your eyes. the way you have to tell yourself to breathe in but your mind wouldn't react to it. suddenly, there's these voices you're hearing, the one you had forbid yourself to hear. the memories you're neglecting come across your mind. the touch of the familiar skin, and the scent that you used to adore dawdling around you.
it's like a ghost. and whilst i was telling myself i am not afraid, it'll come back haunting me, reminding me that, i can't just pass through it. there's pain. and there's wound i shall soon witness on me.
i really hope that this will comes to an end. some things are unbearable, though i know Allah won't give His servants something that they can never handle. i believe so much in Him so, i know, one day it'll be over.
there's no winner between me and the ghost, there's just strings that never wanted to be abandoned. but then, it'll snap soon.
then the ghost shall soon find it's path and so do i.
fin.
coretan.harapan.saya.
jazmin
pengakuan: insya Allah (:
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